Omar

Omar we chat me...
Yesterday...yet i only received it today...
I don't know whts wrong with we chat....
Yes...im happy... He text me
But...he also...remind me...the feeling of being ignored....

Now...i feel like to tell him...
U like it this way right....
I can let u go...
No worries...
U can meet who ever u want
Cheat anyone
Flirting...
I dont even care at all...
Not a damn...
Im not after u...
Cuz i dont know who am i for u? But my heart say...im just plain ordinary woman for u...as this things goes to u...i see u...now...as a pathetic lifeless man omar...

My life...is like a sketch in novel...
U cant expect wht i'll do
Who i met...
N who i will throw far away....
Bcuz of no appreciation...

I miss u... I love u omar...but its past...now...
Go To Hell... move ur ass from here sayang...

Best thing ever hapen

Last night james asked me
"dear... Wht is the best things ever happened to u?"
No doubt...i said... My bf
He being mad...but this time...he tried to manage it... A good progress i think...last time he left me n the conversation hanging... He then tell me...a thing...its not a person... I said...he take care of me is the best thing.... James...asked wht is take care for u? I do understand...by the question tht he thought he take care of me more...

Two thing i can't lie

1) i don't want james to get a false hope from me
2) my bf is the best thing ever happened to me...no regret...knowing him..although in future... We may not be together...

The question made me count my blessings...
~for those who take good cares of me
~for someone who can handle me in my worst and best
~for peoples who be patience to me
~and the biggest thing is, for him to stand by me...with same look,same love, same hug, same treat...although...i wasted u..so many times...being ungrateful

Thank you

Dear heart

Games will be played, hearts will be broken, tears will fall, people will change & rumors will be spread. But life always goes on.

I learn sociology

I love sociology among other subject
It teach me about world...culture...
For me...its about life

Dear distance

Love me or hate me, both are in my favor. If you love me; i'll always be in your heart, if you hate me; i'll always be in your mind.

Life

Life been difficult these days
Lack of money
Too many haters
Assignments and presentations
My love..love..love want attention
Hurt bcoz i has been oblivion
Problems here and there
But
Guess what...no problems mean no progress
N as much the burden god gives u
Trust me
The heavier strength he supplies

Be taugh...be brave...be strong
Be patient...be loyal...

taman shamelin perkasa

now im thinking
how cant i fall in love with tmn shamelin perkasa?
they got all what we need
despite...the water are always been cut
but...hey there....
we got many options
i love....tmn shamelin perkasa,ampang
if i feel like to exercise
there are 2 gyms nearby, two park also
if u feel like a bad hair day
im promising u a superb and affordable salon here... we got many superb hair salon here
if u want to relax ur day
an indonesians spa... good to visit
which is the main mustika ratu...located here....
dont worry about the food
there are stalls here and there...
many things in ur house need to repair? a hardware shop for u...
and...dont says u dont like hot chics aint u? lots of hot chics everywhere...as they are mostly students here... so...if there a students...there are bookstores n bank here... a well place for me...its not to good...but hey!! wht's life? if u dont live the challenge

crush

crush is all over...
honestly... i had never imagined
to get to know other people
be friend with them
to know their culture...and the worst is... to fall in love
it is a wonderful moment for me
to met him...an iraq men
meeting him... had opened my eyes... to things tht i never treasure before
knowledge n the confident gain
and the most thing is to value my own things...memories... bcuz he made me realise...tht all the thing i got...will fade...
i like him...
but he like to play...trick on me...
hurmmm...
he ignored me...when he know i hate it
urghh... i want to be perfect...craving for it... so i wont be hurt