Whyyy

I thought....im suggesting the best for us...

But its doesnt sound good for the other side

I dont know why.... I really dont hve any other thing in mind rather thn

I wanna him to be safe, and comfort in settling his things... 

As for me, i dont like people waiting for me... And i will feel like i have to hurry...

Make things done n meet someone fast... 

Its not comforting for me...

Thts why i told him... We can go for tmorrow...

But idk wht he thought... Why...but we are very different in our way of thinking...

I always cnfused n he will sulk

Being flawless.. Bring your bright smile!!

Hye everyone... Today i want to share about this amazing spice and plant which has been helping me all this while in improving my skin acne and scars magically. I love it so much and its really work. Why??! Because in this plant it have huge amount of this things called antiseptic. Its cheap thou. Aren't you excited? I am excited.. So our honoured guess today is..... Tada!!

Turmeric or 'haldi', is one of India’s most widely used spices and asian also. Not only it is used to add colour and taste to our food but also as a cosmetic. It has also become a part of indian's rituals. One of the most important ceremonies of Indian weddings is the'haldi' ceremony where a paste made of turmeric is applied to the bride and the groom’s body as part of their marriage preparations.

The benefits covered your whole body inside out. But now i wanna focus on skin. Huge part of body aren't they?

1. Treatment of Acne:

Turmeric is effective in the treatment of acne due to its antiseptic and antibacterial properties which fight pimples and breakouts to provide a youthful glow to your skin.

2. Anti aging

Helps to clear the blemishes, scars, wrinkles, white and blackheads, and stretch marks.

3. "2 in 1"Facial Mask, and scrub

It is easy to be made, you can mix it with any other oil you would love to, or just mix with some water itself until it became a paste and rock it as a mask... Oh, oh... And then when its dry you can exfoliate tour skins, send all dead cells to heaven..

Easy isn't it? Did u notice? Most of the pretty girls u met, actually very basic and natural? Why dont we back to nature? Its cheap, healthy and long lasting. 

Fair? Bright? Whiter???? What??

I love colour, and value people with colour... 

They are beautiful just how they are.. But Malaysians...

 U seems very frustrated with the colour... 

Try to get white in everyways.. 

Just wanna inform all of u.. Even we are fair and bright, still we are not white... 

We are asian... Just value, pamper and cherish ur skin, and appreciate it.. Its gonna be ur biggest attraction ever... 

Don't feel down...never! 

Have u ever think, why god made u like tht? Its bcoz u look the best in it.. 

The nearest example is hair, i have curl hair, n i dont like it... I rebond it and then im just ordinary... And then i feel regret knowing curly hair is the best for me... 

One question... Do u really wanna be ordinary? Coz i guess stand up for who we are, are our biggest happiness

How to decide?

I wanna count my blessings on both men... I promised james on my decision for a week... I think... Ill write on their pro n cons here....

There are still lots of things we didn't do yet... We wanna play football, we wanna go travels, we wanna build our business... 

Oh my.... Why should i.... Why should we.... How i wanna have u james....

Confuse...

I am confuse.... Loving two mens is not easy at all

Its feel like something ripping my soul apart

I am feeling guilty on wht i did to james today.... I love him so much, tht i dont want him to face wht ive been through in my family.... I dont want him to convert coz of me, if he want... I want it to be his own desires.... Not even influenced by me...i wanna breakup with both.... I wanna us to feel free again... Its not fair i feel like im selfish... The more i love james, the more i hurt ucuk... The more my family pressure me...oh my god, why i have to live..... I am in my deepest sorrow