my life recently past with such a hectic days.....
that's why i rarely blog,
to those who asked, how about Omar....
he's gone... :D
cuz, i don't think that we suit each other, yes.... i like him
but, its temporary for us, he and i demand on differ things n taught
but
i'm in middle of something now
i love ucuk, and James
i do care...
i feel fear to lose both, but
i and ucuk sometimes reached the hard levels which is my fault
i ignore his call, and rarely have time for him
while James he..... always want to be with me
sometimes i don't know how to act
i always think about him,
but i'm that girl who will appreciate on having my own time n space
both men, do care n love me
willing to help and sacrifices
until i felt
to let go both men
cuz, i felt like i am mean
n i don't like to feel im hurting peoples continuously
